Things I Didn't Know About Having a Baby

+ The sleep deprivation is real. Like 'haha, new parents get no sleep' is something everybody knows. But I did not know why sleep deprivation is a good form of torture. Now I do. Just saying.

+ Just when you think you've got the hang of things, baby says, "Nah. Let's completely do everything differently." Again with sleep - great, we've got things figured out. Oh wait, here comes the 4 month sleep regression. Will life ever be the same again?

+ Life hits the extremes - I'm extremely happy or extremely sad at times.

+ Everything she does is totally amazing. I never thought I'd be so excited to see someone roll. She can now roll at will. This is as close to proof as I have.

+ She can drive me crazy overnight and then be totally adorable in the morning.

+ I will now cry at anything remotely parenting related in a movie or TV show.

+ I never know if I'm doing anything right. Should I keep breastfeeding? How long should I keep the swaddle? How long should she go between naps? My questions never end in my head.

+ I think babies already have a personality at birth. She's always wanted to be close to us and seemingly has no interest in personal space, although she will put up with it if we are at least in the same room.

+ When she laughs, I laugh. It's scientific fact.

+ She's almost 5 months old and I still don't know all the answers and am always looking for the next milestone. I keep looking for the next stage when things get easier.
+ People will give you lots of unneeded advice. Today, someone told me that their baby never napped after three months and slept through the night. That's unhelpful as well as unlikely. My mom has no memory of me waking up during the night. I'm pretty sure we forget these things as kids get older.

+ Life is great, but also really hard. There are lots of ups and downs. Ellie is totally amazing in all ways. I don't want to sugar coat it and say that taking care of a baby + balancing life is easy, though. It's crazy! Totally bananas. Some days are better, some worse. But at the end of it all, I've got this sweet baby beast AKA Stormageddon, because what else would she be called.

I had a sleep deprived night if you can't tell, but on the bright side, Greg has taken to making me pies while he's at home with Ellie, so there are many good things in this world - pie being one of them. Tonight I will have a slice of strawberry pie before going in for another round.

What I've Been Reading

I may not get around to many posts these days, but I can't miss book linkup day.


Bitterblue by Kristin Cashore - 4 stars
I finished up the Graceling series with this book. Overall, I loved the series. They each focused on a different character and I enjoyed the change in viewpoint. This was probably my favorite after number one. Fire was also good, but the character was a little too emotional for me. Bitterblue was more of a puzzle. I think the reveal at the end could have been a little better. The series tied together really well, however.

The Liar by Jennifer Wells - 3.5 stars
via NetGalley
This follows the story of a housewife in 1935 who thinks she lost her daughter 10 years ago, as she tries to find out what really happened. It didn't have me at the edge of my seat, but it was interesting and an easy read. It keeps you guessing the entire way as to what the real story is, and it took me till the very end to find out.


Hooked on Love by Jennie Marts - 2.5 stars
via NetGalley
This is possibly a case of "it's not you, it's me." I felt like rolling my eyes through this whole book. It was just like a rom-com movie in book form, so if you enjoy those, you may enjoy this. It claimed to be a romantic comedy, but the comedy was not my sense of humor. I like more quirky, less cheesy. Although there were some fairly raunchy bits, so if you want a lighter Sparks-esque book with descriptive scenes, it may be for you.


The Yellow Envelope by Kim Dinan - 4.5 stars
via NetGalley
Kim and her husband, Brian, decide to quit their jobs and sell everything they own to travel the world. I loved how this followed the deconstruction and rebuilding of a person. I can relate, as someone who has recently experienced a quarter-life crisis. I have never felt the same strong urge to go as far as leaving everything behind, but I can understand. The relationship parts were very personal, and I love the things she finds on her journey and how they change her. They are things that I would like to implement in my own life. I think if you like travel and growth stories, you will love this book.


The Girl Before by J.P. Delaney - 4 stars
via NetGalley
I didn't realize it when I requested it, but there is a lot of hype about this book. Ron Howard has apparently bought the film rights. It makes sense, because I can definitely see it as a movie. The story switches between two different characters' viewpoints, and it took me a while to remember which was which (one is "then" and one is "now"), but I was fine once I got into it. If you like suspenseful books with interesting/crazy set-up's (I can never step away from a good set-up), you would probably like this.







My reading pace has slowed a bit this month, so I may have a few less books next time. I'm back at work, and I haven't made reading a priority with Ellie being 4 months old and me trying to figure out work/baby life. Also, I'm only (hopefully) temporarily working right now so life is just crazy. 

I'm currently reading How to Solve Your Child's Sleep Problems by Richard Ferber, M.D. Fascinating read haha! It actually is interesting, so far. And I really want to get more sleep again one day. Sleep is wonderful.

Linking up with Steph and Jana for Show Us Your Books!